Life goes on

hm...gue hari ini awalnya rada bete..ih.. >.< akhir2 ini bete terus...
:(( napa?? ga tau tapi sebelum bete gue semoet ngantttuuuukk banget..abis semaleman nonton buffy....
eh gue rada beruntung karena akhirnya gue nonton....soale kemaren itu bagus banget :D duh...sebenernya sekarang juga da ngantuk...tapi gue musti ngeblog bentar...sapa tau perasaan gue sedikit lega...

gue merasa kekosongna gue sekarang karena lack of friend :D meskipun disekeliling gue banyak temen2 but they're not my best friends u know..and it makes me a little sad and feeling a little bit lone...cause i dont have any best friend...tapi adalagh....cm dia lagi ada co2nya jadi gue ditelantarkan..duww...tapi gue maklum seh...

btw gue belum cerita yah..gantungan kunci scorpion gue tersayang ilang :( yaa,,,hiks...kesel...ko gue ga teliti banget seh!!! ya dalah naseb...tapi beberapa lama kemudian gantungan Scorpion HP gue rusak....ihh >.< keseeellll...napa yah?? gue merasa ini pertanda...uda waktunya bagi gue untuk melupakan scorpion...and this time is for good...damn..bisa ga yah?? yang lalu aja meskipun ada orang laen ga mempan,,,,,but hell!! life goes on you know and they won't wait until our wounds are cured...right..so gue merasa...inilah saatnya.....gue harus melanjutkan hidup gue....seperti kata dogy ke gue....cari orang laen.. :)) bisa kah?? ada orang yang kaya dia lagi ga yah ?? kayanya engga...so gue sebodo amatlah..kalo emang ketemu ya uda kalo ga ya udah :P huehhehe..hidup cm sekali dinikmati lagh.....

Ugh,,,mana pas buka e-mail ada mail forward2an eh ga seh..milis gt yah?? news letter lagh...yang judulnya "let go"...ampun...bener ga seh ini??? ga tau lagh..tapi semuanya terlalu kebetulan,,,,en gue percaya segala sesuatu ada sebabnya...isinya tuh salah satunya

To let go doesn't mean to stop caring; It means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off....It's the realization that I can't control another.....

To let go is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try and change or blame another, I can only change myself.
To let go is not to care for, but to care about.To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive.

To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their own outcomes. To let go is not to be protective, It is to permit another to face reality.

To let go is not to deny, but to accept. To let go is not to nag, scold, or argue,
but to search out my own shortcomings and correct them. To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires, but to take each day as it comes and cherish the moment. To let go is not to criticize and regulate anyone, but to try to become what I dream I can be.

To let go is not to regret the past,but to grow and live for the future.
To let go is to fear less and love more.

~ Author Unknown ~

hm..kurang lebih itu deh....
aduu mata gue uda berat..cerita yang aneh2 besok aja yah :D
nite :D
yang pasti gue da buat seseorang ketipu malem ini huehehe.... :D
nite jack :D sory ga bermaksud elo duluan kan....tapi ada sebagian yang betul loh :D